Saturday, February 2, 2013

Still, Waiting: Revelations of Jot and Tittle



I lay in bed, endeavouring to go to sleep, when suddenly I had a revelation:
I must not think of myself self-pityingly as “still waiting” (sigh), but rather must be still, waiting. This is the direct command of God:

Be still, and know that I am God. (Ps. 46:10a)
Wait on the Lord; be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the Lord. (Ps. 27:14)

The difference between “still waiting” and “still, waiting” (besides the sigh) is one tiny comma, yet it makes all the difference to the state of my heart. The first action is being still. Instead of running around frantically looking for a husband because “I’m getting older and I’m all alone and all my friends are getting married, etc.” I must place myself in a place of resting on the Lord. To the inaction of being still is added the command, “and know that I am God.” It is not “Be still. Know I am God.” But “Be still, and know that I am God.” The conjunction “and” joins these two things together–they are coupled–stillness is necessary to know God. We must commune with Him in the stillness of our hearts. This means that our hearts must be emptied of the outside world, of our petty idols, “things,” so that we have space to worship.

The first word “still” is in company (not joined) with another word, “waiting”. The words are divided by a comma, they are not a phrase, but two separate words. Waiting in the Lord is not the anxious waiting of an expectant father in the hospital, pacing down the halls, wondering when, if ever, the contractions will be over and his wife wheeled down to the delivery room to birth their child; rather, it is,

Steadfastness, that is holding on;
patience, that is holding back;
expectancy, that is holding the face up;
obedience, that is holding one’s self in readiness to go or do;
listening, that is holding quiet and still so as to hear.”
(S.D. Gordon from Quiet Talks on Prayer as quoted by Elisabeth Elliot in Passion and Purity)

Steadfastness is perseverance in the face of trial or inaction. Patience is withstanding the temptation to help God along (like Abraham, like Rebecca). Expectancy is hope and confidence that the thing desired will be given and faith that God answers prayer. Obedience is not merely adhering to “Thou shalt not,” but also the willingness to answer “Yes, Lord” to the “Thou shalt”‘s. Listening is silence of the heart under the shadow of God’s wing, and includes being “still”, but it is being still “so as to hear”. We cannot hear God’s still, small voice if we keep banging on pots and pans, trying to get His attention. We must cut out the racket and be still, wait for Him to answer us. But we do not have to do it alone, for the psalmist confesses in the rest of Ps. 27:14, “be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thy heart.” God gives us strength to do His will. But He is also a God who rewards faith in Him, as Jeremiah testifies,

The Lord is good unto them that wait for him, to the soul that seeketh him. (Lamentations 3:25)

Christ Himself promises that “…all things, whatsoever ye shall ask in prayer, believing, ye shall receive.”(Matt 21:22)

I ask for Christ-centred stillness and silent waiting on His will.


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